Sooner Than Later

Lost it once,
Just lost it again...
I can't be ur lover,
But don't wanna be friends...
With time spent,
Emotions grow...
When I gave u my heart,
I gave u my soul...
And now I don't know,
If u want either one...
So my days have gone dark,
My world has no sun...
A year and 3 months,
With a smile on my face...
Since you've been gone,
I can't find my place...
I hated u first,
Like I knew I should...
And because of the bad,
I forgot all the good...
If there's one thing I wish,
It's that I could go back in time...
To the much brighter year,
When I claimed u as mine...
You say u still love me,
And that's probably true...
But I know you should HATE me,
For what you've been thru...
I tried to be nice,
As nice as can be...
But my not so nice side,
Is all that you'd see...
I've put you through hell,
I've watched you in pain...
I've seen you get angry,
Blood rushed through your veins...
Your hurting right now,
More than you did then...
We were over before,
But this seems like the end...
There just comes a time,
When 'Im sorry' won't work...
Cuz you'll say its ok,
But bad feelings still lurk...
I gave you my heart,
That's a known fact...
I need you right now,
Please don't give it back...

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